Saturday, July 5, 2008

July 5, 2008

More coherency. That's what I need.

Huh. July 4th. Independence Day. Funny thing to happen on it, y'know? A lot guys I know would celebrate this. Revel in it. A chance to break free free. And here I go on about love and stuff.

Sorry, I'm being rude I suppose. I'm Jim Dawson. I live in Ohio. I'm a typesetter for a large print company. It's nothing exciting, but I like my coworkers and it pays the bills. It's 9-5 usually, so I have time for family dinners with David (our 6 year old son) and Allison. My boss is nice and gives me a 2 week vacation every year so my family can go somewhere fun. Last year we went to Yellowstone. Saw some bears and mooses.
We were going to go to southern California this year. David wants to see Legoland. I guess that'd be expensive for a lot of people, but Allison works as a therapist and I bike to work so there's no gas cost and only one car. We have the money to fly out and stuff. My sister lives there, we'd stay with her.

I've never cheated on Allison. I've never hit her. You have to know this. I've loved her since day 1. I guess I have to talk to a divorce lawyer on Monday.

I remember playing with Legos as a kid, I love watching David play with them. He's named after two people you know, my dad and Allison's brother. It was convenient and fun.

Maybe I'll take him to Legoland anyways.
Tomorrow I'll try and be more coherent about my life. I promise.

Friday, July 4, 2008

July 4, 2008



That was it. That was all she said to me tonight. Fuck fuck fuck. 10 years of marriage. No cheating no abuse no name calling all I did was take care of our family and try and make her happy and she tells me this SHIT
What the fuck I mean really? And what about David? I mean JESUS WHY THE FUCK NOW ARE YOU DOING THIS TO ME ALLISON
It's all going so well and then it crashes. and now i have to tell mom and dad that we're not coming to the bbq we've done every year because my wife wants to fucking divorce me I hate this shit.

i still love her